I tried...
Tried to keep it alive..
Tried to sound fun and positive..
Tried to not show my plight...
Tried my best to entertain - to keep you engaged... interested..
Tried because i knew it was tough to keep the interest alive without any physical connect.
Tried because i thought you were worth it...
Tried because you seemed different from the rest - one of a kind with your thoughtfulness.
Tried because you instilled my hope in trying again.
But Alas, you turned out so very like the rest.
You didn't care anymore since i started to care.
You weren't interested anymore since my interest started to show.
It stopped being about us anymore and soon became about you.
I tell myself now - I tried, as though it is already a past..
While i still struggle to let it pass.
My sleepless nights have a cause - but you don't deserve to know anymore.
Tried to keep it alive..
Tried to sound fun and positive..
Tried to not show my plight...
Tried my best to entertain - to keep you engaged... interested..
Tried because i knew it was tough to keep the interest alive without any physical connect.
Tried because i thought you were worth it...
Tried because you seemed different from the rest - one of a kind with your thoughtfulness.
Tried because you instilled my hope in trying again.
But Alas, you turned out so very like the rest.
You didn't care anymore since i started to care.
You weren't interested anymore since my interest started to show.
It stopped being about us anymore and soon became about you.
I tell myself now - I tried, as though it is already a past..
While i still struggle to let it pass.
My sleepless nights have a cause - but you don't deserve to know anymore.
